I'd like to pretend that you didn't even notice my mini bloggy vacation? That might be slightly unrealistic though. The truth is, it was much needed and I didn't even expect it. My life has been full of huge amounts of stress lately. I've done my best to deal with. I prayed about it. I definitely lost sleep over it. And finally, I feel like I'm over it.
It seems like life never lets one thing go wrong at a time. It's either pretty calm, or the eye of the storm. The past two weeks have been filled with so many battles, and taking on any one of them at one time would have been a struggle, but doable. However, dealing with it all at once was overwhelming.
Sometimes I tell myself that I'm just complaining about nonsense. There are definitely people that have gone through worse situations than I ever have. But then I remind myself that every battle has a purpose and just because my battle may seem like a blessing compared to someone else, it doesn't mean it isn't one of my biggest battles. Everyone is meant to go through different things that mold them into the person they are supposed to be and guide them along their path. I've been feeling the weight of the world but I finally feel like the weight is being lifted. God is lifting it from me, taking it into His hands, and making everything okay.
The exciting part is we are house hunting now. If only someone would cast us to be on Property Virgins with Sandra, it would be a dream. We looked at a house with velvet damask wallpaper in the bathroom. Loved it. Maybe that's the one.